If we could all have amnesia and easily forgot someone, I would love to have that illness. Forgetting is hard especially if the person marks your life so much if the person created beautiful memories with you if the person had loved you but at the end still chose to hurt and leave you. If we can only please everyone and make us treasure us for a lifetime, there is no problem. But that is life; people go since nothing is constant in this world. The love that supposed to give us greater happiness is the source of our greater sadness. The love that thought to become our source of strength is the reason we are weak and cannot focus on life. Love should always be in open communication to further discuss your misunderstanding or what you are going through as a couple. Honesty and loyalty are required since it still needs to have a successful relationship.
Just like what happened to me, I give up everything for the love of my life, and still, he left me hanging. All my life, I dream to be with someone who would love me for real and never leave me no matter what happens. Someone who will see my worth and value as a person. Someone who is willing to take risks and make sacrifices just for me. I always look forward to someone that will still give me reasons to wake up each day. Our family resides in Chicago, and we live here for years now. My parents decided to build a business here and to stay here for the rest of our lives. I am the quiet and shy type. I have few friends who can understand my silence. Brake is my neighbor, when we were still kids, we already get along, and we both have the same attitude and mostly understand many things. We went to the same school and took care of each other. We help each other through bad and good times. Each other becomes our rock, we explore the world together and go travel. We only think that we are just the people on earth, we do crazy things that just we understand. Until such time, we were so drunk and made love to each other. The next day, we have expressed our feelings, and I was happy that we have the same feelings to each other. Years passed in our relationship, he changed and asked his freedom to me. I love him so much that I could not afford to see him miserable with me, so I let go of him and try to fix myself.
I go to London, England, away from him and to our memories. I became an Escort in London, and for so long I have forgotten all the memories and the person, I love.